In my daily meditation, laying next to my daughter feeding her and helping her to fall asleep, a beautiful thing happened. I like to share it so you may get some inspiration from it too.
While I am breathing in and out very slowly, with my awareness concentrated in my 5th heartchambre, I see an image of a hugh golden flower with four pettels. The heart of the flower is the round and also gold.
I go inside the first pettel, knowing this is my own heart, with a double-pointed clear crystal in my hand.
I hold the crystal in front of me, asking it to clean this room from all the old stories which are holding me back. Stories that like old movies keep repeating and repeating itself. I stay in this room till I get a feeling of space and light. I walk to the next room.
This room is filled with books and books of all my limited contracts I wrote down in all of my lives. Rules I made for myself, to protect, to keep myself in a false safe space. Again I hold the crystal in front of me, knowing it works like a energetic vaccuum-cleaner (imagine you could clean your house like this!). When I get the feeling of space and light, I walk to the third room.
Here I see myself offering little white flowers, placing them on the floor, for all my Soul-Parts that had to separate themselves from me, because I could in the past not take care of them. I bring these offerings to thank them for not leaving me but waiting in a safe space till the time came they could return home.
I let them know that I am ready to take full responsibility for my own well-being and will listen and act to their needs. Feeling the grace that comes with returning Soulparts, I walk on to the fourth chambre.
The chambre of treasures. When I walk in I use the crystal to remove the dust and sand that hide all the beautiful things I have inside. All the talents that were still buried for many many years or even lifetimes, now become visible. Everywhere I look I see beautiful shiny sparkling objects. Everything radiates a high energy. Like a real treasure. I feel so joyful and rich and blessed, to know that all of this is inside me.
With this uplifting feeling I take the last step and enter my own inner temple, the fifth heart-chambre.
What I feel here is more important then what I see.
It is the biggest room. I feel the Flower of Life. I see the golden light of the temple of Seti I in Abydos. Pureness. Silence. My own Temple where no one else is allowed. My Sacred Space. A Holy Place.
Home. I am Home.
The temples I visited on all of my travels the last couple of years, felt like home to me. All the Churches, all the Mosks, all the Temples, they all are reminders of the one and only true Temple.
Your own inner Heart.
When you like to visit your own Temple too, remember not to visualize but just let the images come to you. The feeling you get is more important then what you see.
Visualizing puts you in your mind. Feeling in your heart.
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